Do you?

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Do you ever stop hoping to wake up well?
Does it ever get to a point when you don't wake up and feel that near grief in the pit of your stomach?
I honestly don't know which is worse, having that hope or losing it.
Rationally I know there is always pain.
24-7-365
The levels vary but the certainty of the pain begin there never changes.
Does it ever end?

Kayt Jan 2018

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